Our Eyes Meet

It was a calm night, when I was sitting right next to you. There was no sound but the strain produced from your guitar; the strain went around the room, accompanying us two who were waiting for the project file rendering on laptop to be finished.

"Virtually, acoustic music is calming, right?" My mouth began to talk to you after plenty minutes I had been spending by watching your fingers dancing on the guitar strings—really focusing only on your fingers.

But, even though my eyes were directed to the movement of your guitar strumming, I could still acknowledge another movements that you did. You turned your head a bit to see me talking. Your eyes were looking right into mine. That's one of things I love about you: you look at people in the eyes, not in another parts of the face.

During that couple of seconds, I guess I enjoyed that precious moment. But something I didn't know had managed to make me turn my eyes to see him while I continued my words.

That's the time our eyes met again.

In a close range.

Side by side.

"...But I've never felt sleepy when I watch people play acoustic guitar." I continued.

Then, in a couple of seconds as well, like in a slow motion, he took back his eyes and looked at the laptop screen.

Ah... You never have intention to let our eyes meet for a bit longer unless you get mad at me, don't you...? I have been wandering why you do it, yet I am now feeling such a happiness knowing that you apparently look at me often—at least my feeling says so.

That calming night has gotten me a bit more sure about your feeling towards me. You were playing guitar, and you were looking into my eyes. Those two are quite enough to relax my active brain and heart.

Guitar strain and our eyes meet.

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In Times Like This

In times like these I miss you most.
When evening falls and shadows surround.
I see your face...feel the warmth of your smile.
I feel your presence slowly enveloping me...
Bringing comfort...easing my soul into quietness.
I smell the sweetness of your spirit wafting over me...
Taste your kisses in the air that I breathe.
I hear your whispers of devotion calling to me on gentle breezes.
Closing my eyes only to feel you...
Your body so close to mine...
Moving smoothly together in the slow, sensual dance...
That only lovers know.

In times like these I miss you most...
When evening falls and shadows surround,
I see your face...feel the warmth of your smile.
I feel your presence slowly enveloping me...
Bringing comfort...easing my soul into quietness.
I smell the sweetness of your spirit wafting over me...
Taste your kisses in the air that I breathe.
I hear your whispers of devotion calling to me on gentle breezes.
Can you hear the melodies of my heart?
I can never have enough of you!
In times like these...
I miss you most.
Can you hear the melodies of my heart?
I can never have enough of you!
In times like these...
I miss you most.

(Leah Davis)

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One Day

One day, I will take pictures of me and my boyfriend. Both selfies and taken by others, I will take pictures of us.

Together.
Both of us.
Me and my boyfriend.

Not boy-friend, but boyfriend.

Someone who doesn't refuse to take selfies of us and looks at the camera sincerely even though he's not a type of guy who likes to take selfies. Someone whose pictures of us will not cause any trouble when we share them to the world. Someone who will not feel ashamed to post our pictures on his social media that he is excited of doing that.

Someone who feels proud of our relationship and lets people know that we fall into each other.

One day, I will have one guy like that.

P.S.: This boy always refuses to take selfies with me. -_-

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Person on the Phone

It was drizzling that midnight, yet a girl and her friends didn't look chilled at all. They were having a long conversation while sitting in a living room.

That girl, that happy faced girl, talking to her friends, was also on the phone with someone else at the other end. Her earphone was plugged, but she didn’t seem talk much to the person on the phone.

“What are you singing to?” asked the girl to the person on the phone. She went silent, then continued talking to her friends after getting no response from the other end.

“Hei,” Again, the girl talked to the person on the phone. She went silent again, then talking back to her friends after getting no response for times.

The girl kept saying those two phrases to the person on the phone, and kept given ignorance as well. Yet, she didn’t look dejected at all.

00:00

It was a sunny night.

00:00

It was a warm night.

00:00

It was a comfy night.

00:00

Hi, midnight.

Sunny, warm, and comfy midnight.

Thank you for letting me stop by.

It was 00:00.

When the ceiling fan blew the fresh air.

Terlalu Jauh, Terlalu Tinggi

Lelah yang terlalu berat membuatku terus berada dalam tidur.
Dan tidur yang terlalu lelap membuatku belum menyadari bahwa mimpi itu terlalu jauh; terlalu tinggi.
Semuanya seakan tak mungkin dapat tergapai.
Tak ada sedikitpun cercah cahaya yang menembus masuk ke dalam lorong mimpi itu.
Apakah aku terlalu tidak tahu diri untuk tetap bertahan?
Atau apakah aku bahkan memasuki mimpi yang salah?

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Chang Kyun-a... T_T

Hueee...
Cobaan berat datang lagi ke hidupku yang berat tapi sebenarnya tidak ini...

Baru saja aku perlahan berhasil lepas dari penderitaan akan sakit cinta untuk kesekian kalinya, sekarang aku dihadapkan lagi ke pintu kesedihan yang lainnya.

Boygroup Korea yang memiliki salah satu lelaki yang sangat aku idamkan di bumi ini; Lim Chang Kyun, akan mengunjungi negeriku tanah airku Indonesia tercinta di penghujung tahun ini. Ya, salah satu boygroup yang baru debut di tahun 2015, beranggotakan 7 orang yang dipilih melalui survival show bernama "No Mercy", yang berada di bawah naungan agensi "Starship Entertainment" yang juga menaungi girlgroup tenar bernama "SISTAR".

YES.