I've been too far from Him.
I've been too far chasing this dunyaa.
I've been too far thinking about the things which aren't worth to.
I've been really busy to run towards a boy who's not really there that I'm being further from Him Who always is.
I've been really busy to make the boy love me that I'm getting Him abandon me.
I've been really busy to cry for him that I'm being more careless about the sins which should be much way torturing.
I've been forgetting about Him.